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What do you do when you find out news that you are not supposed to know, you promised you wouldn't tell anyone else but you really really want to. This is not just normal gossip news its health wise and I'm really stressed out. I hate not being in California sometimes. I wish a private jet that was available for me to use whenever I need it. I am so confused on what to do. I know it probably doesn't make sense to anyone reading this. But I needed to get this out!